
Desmond was a simple soul – he had his father’s single-mindedness, yes, but also his mother’s sunny and open nature.
“You’re right,” he said. Things had been strained between them ever since Viriato’s outburst the night of the prom. He waited for Viriato to apologise, to admit that he and Uiara were no longer children, and that they were on the right track.

“Eugenio graduates this year. That only leaves Tesni at school. The four of us can support her – and that woman and her children can go.”

“That woman? Her name’s Reggie. And she’s my aunt. She’s part of my family. And where would they go?”
“Well, I don’t know…”
“And you don’t care either, do you?”
Uiara had told Desmond, and the younger ones, about some of her conversation with Reggie.


She did love Viriato very much indeed. But…and it was the ‘but’ that had made her put the brakes on the relationship some while ago, kept her from taking that next step, offering Viriato something more than close friendship.

Fern had talked to her dad about her misgivings, and he’d agreed with her, praised her for her insight – and self-control! Was she about to find out what lay beneath the surface?

Fortunately she had someone at hand who could help. Her consultant-level psychologist, trained counsellor dad. And Viriato wasn’t going to be given the option of backing out of talking to him.


“I do.” She sighed. “But…”
“He needs help right now. And I’m willing to give it – on a very non-professional basis. On a family basis, in fact. I think there’s a lot of good in there, but it’s got overlaid. What I wanted to ask you was: how would you feel about him moving in here for a while? I think he needs to get away from his family, and we’ve got the space. Your mother says yes, but what about you?”


“Yep,” Uiara said, grinning unrepentantly. “This bed’s really uncomfortable though – I think Desmond needs a new one.”
“Once the final extension’s built,” Regina said absentmindedly. “Uiara – about Viriato…”

“Now that is just one big mess. And, honestly Reggie, I don’t know what any of us can do. He wants Eugenio, Desmond and I to all get boring jobs, Tesni to go to university – and he’s quite happy to throw you, Charlie and Henrietta out with nowhere to go. Desmond told him where to get off in no uncertain terms. I’ve told the younger ones that he’s just gone to stay with Fern for a bit. Eugenio swallowed that hook, line and sinker – you know what he’s like.”
“Lovely, but a bit dopey sometimes,” Regina agreed.
“And the younger ones are just relieved. Have you noticed how happy your two are without him around?”
Regina had.

“You’re right. But I do feel like I failed him so badly.” The hurt in Reggie’s voice was unmissable. Uiara cast around in her mind for something helpful to say.
“He always was moody and difficult. Mum said he was sometimes just like Dad when she first met him. But she could usually coax Viriato out of it. With a bit of time! Was Dad really moody and odd when they first met? You must have known him. Come for a walk and talk to me about him.”
She looked out of the window at the snowy landscape and added, “A short walk though!”

“Your dad – he was a funny one at first! I’d forgotten: but he was moody, difficult, no social skills worth mentioning. Aurora fell for him though, saw the real Lincoln inside there, took him in hand and forced him to get some counselling. It made all the difference.”
“How? And why? I mean, how did he change and why did he need the counselling?”
“His parents. They were really abusive. Not obviously – it was all mental stuff, mind games. And Lincoln just retreated. Some people would have fought it, but he just went into his own little world. That’s why you never met your grandparents, why it was always me who was going to be your guardian. Only I never expected to actually have to do it when I said yes!”

“No, I don’t. I think he’s done what Lincoln did though, and retreated into his own little world. I just feel so bad that I didn’t help him more right back at the beginning.”
“Hey, Reggie, don’t be sad. I think you’ve done brilliantly by the rest of us. You’ve listened to us. Viriato – he wouldn’t do that. It was like he had a story in his head and we were all just characters in it, not people in our own right.” Then, with a change of tone, “It’s cold out here! Let’s go home!”


“You monster! Wait until you’re not making me something delicious to eat! I will tickle you until you beg for mercy!” Tesni had always been really ticklish.


“I’ll mop that up, Reggie.” said Henrietta, laughing at her rather damp mother.
“Uiara! Cookies!” Eugenio yelled. “Finish your homework afterwards, Tesni. Come and eat with us.”
Viriato would have said homework first, Tesni thought. But as long as she did it, did a half-hour delay really matter?

Like Uiara earlier, Tesni was unrepentant though!


The boys’ rooms were unchanged – Viriato’s still dark and silent. But he was beginning to make contact – he’d only spoken to Eugenio so far, but that was a start. And enough for now.

They’d successfully salvaged enough of the old kitchen floor tiles to do the utility room, and even the kitchen floor had had a facelift. They were going to have to find some way of storing Desmond’s ever-expanding collection of race trophies though – they were everywhere!


This was actually true.
“Take some care of yourself and show some pride in yourself!”
But Viriato didn’t mind. It was sort of nice to have someone nagging him. Today Flora was after him again.


“Fern helped choose them,” Flora had said. “And she’ll be really hurt if you refuse to wear them out of some misguided sense of pride. You have to let people who care about you, give to you.”

“Do you like them? They look great on you.”
“I do really like them. And…” Viriato paused for a moment, but then went on bravely. “All the more because you gave them to me.”



“Really, Fern?”
“Really. But you have to carry on talking to my dad, you know.”
“I know. I know I need to. I’m not there yet, but…”
“We’ll get you there together. All of us.”
I am very glad that everything seems to be working okay with no hard feelings!
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